Allah gave me what I needed, not what I wanted. Kejatuhan. Kejatuhan yang awal untuk, insya-Allah kejayaan akan datang.
Jatuh midsem takpelah, markah sikit je kat finals. =.=
It helped me in a way too. The syaitans will certainly be able use riyaa' to take me away from Allah's path if I got straight A's. And it will totally make me lazier(in other words, over confident).
I will also be able to say that I'm not perfect and not always successful, I have gone through failures too. People's expectations will not be too high on me, so minus the stress of fear to dissapoint.
I can finally get rid of the phrase,
"Ala, Yana tak belajar pun dapat bagus jugak. Mesti boleh punya."
Hahah. Proved that I didn't made it this time. Laziness does has an effect on me.
I know I can do it now, just need to work harder and pray more.
Need to cut the time spent on watching movies, sleeping, laze around, talk nonsense and waste time.
Less than one month awaits us before PASUM ends.
Now that it's almost the end, I don't want to just get it over with. I want to leave happily,not regretting what I didn't do and take the experience here as another page in my history that will never be lost.
The guitar is my roomate's. :)
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